we almost made it

this is my first post..

i'm so disappointed of what happened to me last thursday and friday
me and my sis. were able to go to megamall..
we asked permission a week before the said date..
yeah when he said: 'hindi pa'ko sure'
ok then.. i'll wait for the final decision.

then after that, we were so excited
yeah it's the second time to meet our favorite band yet we were so excited like the first time we met them..
we made plans, and exciting DREAMS!
yes dreams..

THURSDAY:

thursday evening, i asked his permission again..
woaahh! guess what?..
he said.. we're not allowed to go to..
i'm so sad,frustrated, and disappointed..

wow.. i expect a lot..
i guess it would not hurt me that much if he told me about that earlier..
well i guess it's also my fault., i should've expect that much
i can't get over it.., till now...

i can't get over it.. yes.. i can't
after that.., i cried a lot. because of depression and frustration
aww.. LAME EXCUSES!
i want to meet them up close and personal..

oohh.. maybe it's not the right time..
there will be a time..
i've learned my lessons..
i shouldn't expect that much ever again!

never..
my frustration kills me now...

mao